Crush(ed)...
The star went out; the crucible- empty with yearning- Overflows with hope and the light of the burning Lamp of Desire; the shame of the Indifference That you, unaware of my Existence, Subscribe me to; as I grind myself into Oblivion; But for one Hope, just one- to become your minion- That refuses to die, even in the wake of the persistent And crushing wheels of cold cruel Reason. I see no future, Is there even a present? Yet, why my stammers That seek acknowledgment, Bear no fruit, yet refuse to dry; No matter how you ignore or how I try. At times I am jealous Of your heart- plain callous- Untainted by a pointless love, Free to fly as the birds above...